2014

I've been trying to figure out how to delete this blog. 

Noob. 

I basically hate to be reminded of who I was when I first started writing all my problems in this blog. 

But then again, if I were not who I was, then maybe I am not who I am today. 

I'm just so thankful to Allah, to help me each time I fall,

to grant me my wishes, and to decide what's best for me. 

Alhamdulillah. 

The power of cry

Many view cry as a sign of weakness.
I use cry as a way to express emotion, to let out suppressed feelings; be it negative or positive.

I'm finally able to cry today after months of trying.
All praise to Allah. Alhamdulillah.

What have I achieved this year?

I ask this question a lot throughout my life.

I pray for Allah's protection. I hope and try not to repeat the same mistakes.

Companion

"Where art thou?" I asked.
One day, Allah will answer my prayer.

Bersangka baik pada Allah

Setiap kesukaran akan diikuti dengan kesenangan.
Bersabar, bersangka baik pada Allah. :)

Fitting in

Rasulullah is so great to be able to fit in with people from all ranks; all sorts of them.

I heartily feel it now.

Have we weaned ourselves from the Dunya?

Have We Weaned Ourselves from the Dunya?

November 21, 2012 by Abu Aaliyah 

Crossposted from: http://thehumblei.com/2012/09/29/have-we-weaned-ourselves-from-the-dunya/

The idea of weaning the soul away from the world, even as a child is weaned off the breast, is a cornerstone of Islam's teachings. Most men's hearts, though, are engrossed in this world; are captive to its vanities; and harbour intense love for its appetities. Beautified for mankind is the love of desires – for women, children, hoarded heaps of gold and silver, branded horses, cattle and plantations. Such are the comforts of the life of this world; but with God is the more excellent abode. [3:14]

True piety, then, is not about what we profess outwardly; it is what we are and aspire to inwardly. Whoever aspires to the harvest of the Hereafter, We increase his harvest; and whoever aspires to the harvest of this world, We will grant him something thereof; but in the Hereafter he shall have no share. [42:20]
How may we know if our souls have been weaned off the world or not? We only have to ask ourselves: 'What do I really desire?', 'What do I most hunger for?' For no matter what you offer it, or put into its hand, the unweaned child cries for the breast! Nothing can quiet it until it is laid to the breast. Thus, what is it that stills our mind or quenches our desire? If it is worldly pleasures and comforts, fame or status, or the constant urge to take a comfort trip to the local shopping mall, then our souls have yet to be weaned away from worldliness. Al-Busiri, the poet, reminds us: wa'l-nafsu ka'l-tifli in tuhmilhu shabba 'ala hubbi'l-rada'i wa in taftimhu yanfatimi – 'The ego is like a child; ignore it and it will grow still suckling. But if you wean it, it will soon lose its desire for the breast.'
The things of the world are beautified for mankind since they can and must be used to live in this world. Yet they are only a means to an end; they can never be made an end in themselves. Man must never lose sight of his final destination or his ultimate goal: 'But seek the abode of the Hereafter in that which God has given you, and do not forget your portion of the world; and be kind, even as God has been kind to you.' [28:77] Weaning isn't, therefore, to be without the world. It is possible to have things of the world and yet be weaned from the world. Ibn Taymiyyah was once asked as to the proper relationship the believer should have with wealth and other material goods. He offered this timely piece of advice: 'We must view wealth much as we do the toilet, in that we resort to it whenever needed, but it has no place in our hearts.'1
Of course, weaning is something of a gradual process. If a suckling child is weaned off the breast too suddenly, without a suitable substitute, it can cause great distress; haste can seriously harm. Likewise, weaning ourselves from the world (dunya) must be done by degrees. In respect to the degrees of worldly detachment, or zuhd, imām Ahmad b. Hanbal said:
'Zuhd is of three degrees: Firstly, leaving what is prohibited (haram); this is the zuhd of the masses. Secondly, leaving what is uncalled for of the lawful (al-fudul min al-halal); this is the zuhd of the elite. Thirdly, leaving whatever distracts you from God; which is the zuhd of the gnostics ('arifin).'2 The first level is an obligation on each Muslim; the second, highly desirable; the third, the sought after goal.
I'll conclude with what Shaykh Jalil Ahmad Akhoon, a contemporary shaykh of sulukor spiritual wayfaring, said about detachment by degrees:
As one begins to fill their hearts with love of God and His remembrance, love of dunyais gradually driven away. Imagine it to be a plane journey, he said. If, while the plane is still on the tarmac, one peers out of the cabin window, other airplanes and the airport buildings look large and imposing. But when the plane takes off and gradually climbs upwards, those very same objects appear to look smaller and smaller; until they seem insignificant and just disappear. Likewise, as we make a serious effort to fill our heart with love of God, and as the heart soars higher and higher in its journey to Him, dunya becomes tinier and tinier in its estimation, until it dwindles or disappears. And God is the Granter of grace.

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1. Majmu' Fatawa (Riyadh: Dar 'Alam al-Kutub, 1991), 10:663.
2. Cited in Ibn al-Qayyim, Madarij al-Salikin (Riyadh: Dar Tayyibah, 2008), 2:181.